It’s Good to be MESSY…

‘This’ or ‘That’ it’s always a trap for me .People find these as a choices,opportunities and make them a way to their success, but for me even picking one finger of two; messes my brain. Whether it may be a ‘solo trip’ or ‘family outing’;’vanilla’ or ‘butterscotch’;’coffee’ or ‘tea’; ‘gym’ or ‘yoga’; and many more such choices makes me ,feel in a fog.

Sometimes it is way more easier for me but most of the times it is terrifically trafficised .

Once I remember in my school when I was in primary grade there was a school picnic planned and I was excited for it , but has to sacrifice for my sister as it was her last grade picnic and she was more excited too. At that time my father allowed only one of us to go for a picnic and gave me choice between a small kids mobile phone(for which I was asking for so many days) which play songs and a picnic….(such a clever father…mauke pe chauka)both the things were very precious for me at that time and again, a storm in my head & finally chose a phone and allowed my sister to have fun…

And the worst part is that phone stopped working after some days……???....again a failure in a choice. Now when I think of it, it drives me crazy…Kids phone over a fun picnic…!!!

But it never stopped there , such boneheadedness continues. One of it most common is about carrying an umbrella in rainy days while going out and it never rains…wherein it rains when I avoid taking umbrella.

I know it’s really insane, but still it makes me feel lively, sometimes it makes me feel unorganised, imperfectionist too; but kicking all these thoughts I also feel that “what is wrong in being messy; Why only this; why only that; why not both.” It’s one life than ,why not to do everything, Why to stick on one life one choices ; why not one life and no option for fun.

I personally enjoyed my way of living where rather chosing one thing, I live everything …

Experiencing a ‘natural waterfall’ along with a ‘resort’ is always amazing .No matter how big or small the challenges are ,experience it take advantage of it the fullest. No matter how aimless you may be in your life; live and fully experience each small pleasure in your life who knows this will help to find your aim and passion

No matter how big you are take life lessons through stories of your grandparents. These things do not need any choices but still I am in a mess while chosing it over my “important” work in my valuable time.

So it’s good to be in a mess as it drives me to something craziest though enjoyable and to do what I love to & that’s more vital.

That” it for now, I wannah enjoy my monsoon with my hot cup of coffee in my balcony with a cold breeze …..just a moment coffee or tea…???